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So as a few of you may know I have been putting off going to school for a few years now. I finally took the decision to take it on this year, I started with an open mind and positive attitude and let me tell you the first week was fairly easy. But as the weeks went on and things got more piled up I started to feel overwhelmed, to be honest at times I felt like giving up but then I remembered what our teacher told me "When I was going to school I had a picture of my kids and when I felt like giving up I would look at it and remember why I started in the first place." I didn't have pics of my kids, but I always would think of them every step of the way. When I would be at home staying up late studying and doing homework I would think of all the things that I used to do in the afternoons with my kids like reading bedtime stories, baking cookies and making dinner with my kids and how much joy I would see on their faces. It made me want to cry when I would think of not being able to do it with them any more due to the schedule I had at work but I've never wanted anything more than this. So as the weeks went on I worked harder I would study and redo some vocabulary words or would go over the lessons even on the days I didn't go to school or while on my break at work. I would refrain myself from seeing my friends going to parties, some days I would be sad to not attend them or see my friends but the I would see my test results after our quizzes I would feel so happy and I would tell my friends and they would be happy to hear that all the work I did was paying off. Not going to lie I missed my friends so much, my family most of all because by the time I would see them at the end of the day everyone seemed to be in their own little worlds. After two months of putting in 1000% percent in all my work and almost throwing in the towel I am so glad I kept fighting and working harder and all the hard work I did is starting to pay off. All I can say to all those going into Clinical Medical Assistant course make sure its something you want not something to give make easy money. Because when I decided to do this everyone was shocked, they asked me thought you had plans to be a fashion designer or something that had to do with the passion I have crafting or makeup? Although a lot of people know me as the crafty person or the one they say is obsessed with makeup I am and very proud of it ,but another passion I have is always being able to help people when I can. So I decided to jump into this new world one that I was afraid of being in because of how emotional I can be and the kind heart I have. But I am so happy I decided to this, the teacher is an amazing instructor she made sure we had all the tools and understood it every step of the way her words "if you have questions be sure to ask because a closed mouth doesn't get fed" and boy is it true some days I wanted to stay quiet and I would repeat some questions but I appreciate all the patience my instructor had with me. She was such a great help she taught me all I know and most of all I thank her for helping me build of my self confidence in this course being able to step out of my comfort zone, I thought that me having a fear of needles and having a light stomach for medical stuff I wouldn't be able to continue with it but I finally can say I lost the fear of needles and I can proudly say I am a Certified Clinical Medical Assistant. I will be taking more courses in the future but this one will be cherished due to all the help I got from all the students I got to share this experience with, my teachers Mrs. Candy and Mrs. Debby they are both incredibly amazing instructors and they hold an amazing place in my heart. They both taught me so much and kept pushing me and telling me it was ok if I didn't get it done the first time and for that I am so grateful. I made some new experiences, made some friends and got over a few fears I had and mostly I gained a bit of my confidence I had thinking I wouldn't be able to do something after being out of school for a bit over 10 yrs and I can gladly say I DID IT!! I did it being a full-time mom, full-time wife and having a job I still managed to do everything thanks to the support of my teachers my classmates for being there to lab together and to my family for believing in me showing me support all the way through I won't say who because you all know who you are thanks so much for the support and help I got along this journey.
HEY DOLLS!!! I hope you all had a great start to the new year! My start to the new year was a bit rocky a few bottled emotions, but I found a way to make it better and slowly but surely i'm sure things will fall into place and things will sail smoother. My New Years resolution is to just be free and try new things and get out of my comfort zone. I know its easier for me said than done but thats why its on my list for this year. I hope you all fulfill your goals this 2019 and I wish you the best in luck in all the things you do! I feel like 2019 should be the year where people push each other to be better and not tear each other down, it seems like all 2018 was bashing and hating on one another on youtube and instagram but I'm glad I know better than that I was taught to be kind and be grateful which I am each and everyday I feel happy I get to spend another day with my family and have another day to be alive and take on the world! Like I said before I wish you the best 2019 and I hope all the things you set your mind to do get done and fulfilled HAPPY 2019 dolls! Cheers to a great Year!!
Hey everyone! So as most of you know I love taking care of my skin. I love make up and in order to have a flawless skin it starts with fresh skin. So today I decided to go in and get a facial it consisted of the following
I AM A CREATIVE INDIVIDUAL WHO LOVES CREATING NEW THINGS FOR MY KIDS AND MY SELF. SEEING HOW HAPPY THEY GET WHEN MOMMY HAS MADE THEM SOMETHING MAKES ME SO HAPPY.