hey dolls!!!! its been a while I know I am so sorry I have not been active nor have been blogging or vlogging at all I've been working I will do a video explaining where I've been and what I've been doing so I just want to let you guys know I'm still here just super busy and ready to get back into my routine so please let me know what things you would like to see so I can start posting again this weekend I will be filming a Q & A so please so spam me on twitter your questions and on my IG stories go and ask me things if you are new to my lil space here on the internet. I hope you guys are excited to see more content cause I have some planned I'm super happy to step out of my box and put my self out there so please go spam my twitter and ig with questions you want to know :)
I was so scared to this but once I started I had no choice than to keep going! I managed to keep my brows on that's a plus maybe next time it will be easier if you have any tips on at home waxing leave them down below
hey dolls so today was another day lol hope you guys are enjoying my vlogs
BE SURE TO WATCH THIS VIDEO IT WAS FILLED WITH SOME GREAT LAUGHS ENJOY.
So if you have been following me for a while, then you know who this beautiful girl is and if not, then be sure to go subscribe to my channel and catch up on this normal cousin of mine. Hope you guys enjoy this vlog see you in the next one!
happy 2019 yes I know I'm a bit late on posting updates but its up and I hope you guys enjoy this vlog my son had so much fun with me vlogging his first day of school I've done it for a while but here it is and I love going back to vlogs like this because his face is priceless :) stay tuned new vlogs and content coming soon.
I have been asked this over and over and never have I ever have had an answer. But after thinking about it and juggling all the posible fears I have narrowed it down and here it goes.
I am afraid of failing! Not sure exactly if this is a big fear of many maybe its not maybe it is but in my case all my life I have been told what not to do and or how to do things. Although there is nothing wrong with people telling you how to do things. I wasn't a big fan of it but now that I am older I realize maybe if I would of listened to a few of those people I would not be living with this fear now. The main reason I feel this fear is not the fear of letting others down but of letting myself down because as I am writing this post I am currently finishing my hours as an extern and currently also going to school for phlebotomy and its great and all my biggest fear is to do all this work and push myself to the edge of my limits in my goals and not fulfill them. I have set some pretty ease goals for myself this year and I feel confident in checking them off my wish list. These goals are all personal type of goals they are achievable and I know I will get them done its just the process of it gives me anxiety and thoughts of what if, I have people cheering me on and giving me moral support and telling me how proud they are of me. For me that is pure love fuel that is keeping me from falling down and giving up. Those that do this for me know who they are. But I feel blessed to have the support I have because thanks to that support I am facing fears, and pushing my limits to max where I never in my life I imagined I could possibly get. I am currently an extern at an office, an actual clinical office and I feel blessed to be here and to be one step closer to my goal. I feel blessed that even though I have that little though that I might fail I push it to the side and tell myself " No matter how hard it gets, No matter how tired you are, and No matter how much work there is to do, YOU WILL get through it and YOU WILL achieve your goals, It will be worth it at the finish line!" so to summarize my fear I don't want to fail I want my kids to look at me and say my mom always pushed hard no matter the situation and thanks to her I have set goals to follow in her path. I love my kids and I want to be able to give them the example of no matter how hard life hits you, you can conquer it and you are strong enough to get through life hardest moments.
I AM A CREATIVE INDIVIDUAL WHO LOVES CREATING NEW THINGS FOR MY KIDS AND MY SELF. SEEING HOW HAPPY THEY GET WHEN MOMMY HAS MADE THEM SOMETHING MAKES ME SO HAPPY.